Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me that you’ll always be this way?
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

I don’t want to be lonely no more
I don’t want to have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just heartache on my list

I don’t want to be angry no more
You’re the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore

Now it’s hard for me
When my heart’s still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me
And it’s harmony
Girl what you do to me is everything
Let me say anything just to get you back again
Why can’t we just try

What if I was good to you?
What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise?
What if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life to find someway to stand beside you?

“I don’t wanna be lonely anymore,” – fendy

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Last night, went out for some futsal with Wadi and co. Asked Baim to tag along. Really need a futsal shoes. Really…

Everything I said turned out to be a way to have a big fight to her. Why? Have I said anything wrong? Havent I got a saying in anything? Cant I be depressed of not getting the chance of seing her?

Food poisoned are not that hard compared to your work problems? So my health is not that important as your work la kan?

I’m off…

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Again bad news from Dhilla last night. Demmit. We couldnt get anything right nowdays. Does this means we have to depart from each other? God have ways to tell what’s right and what’s wrong, and maybe this is one way to tell us something. I just couldnt handle the truth. If it comes to an end, I just couldnt imagine mylife would have to be…

Happy birthday Mama, I wish I could give you a diamond neckless for all the things you did to me. I know we’ve gone through hard times together, and I’m still trying to make yourlife a greater life to live in, struggling, but I’m trying hard. Thanx wouldnt mean anything right now. Hope those kisses I gave you mean something, if not, a little.

I may have to break one or two promises I’ve made… Sorry… Life’s hard right now…

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Here’s what I’m wearing now…

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My birthday is around the corner… All I want is a new Vans shoes… I dont want anyone to buy it for me, I just want someone to tell me where can I find this shoes in KL. Doesnt matter if its knocked off, just tell me here to find it and how much it cost. Both are my priorities, but if I could get only one of them pun OK aje… :)
Here are the pictures…


black old skool vans

sk8 high black vans

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While I was watching the Australians’ Video Music Awards the other night, I come accross a group called The Dissociatives. And I notice this frontman, who looks much like Silverchairs’ Daniel Johns. I even asked my brother if he notice it. But we tried to come up with every possible reason not to believe the bloke on the telly is not Daniel Johns. All that I know was, Silverchair is taking a year break because of Johns nerve illness. That’s why we dont expect a new album, just waiting for the Wave Aid performance that Silverchair promised to performed at. Well we know he got married to Natalie Imbruglia, but we we’re trying to create reason why the guy on the telly that night was not Daniel Johns.

He had tattoos, and very crew cut hair and beard. We know Johns would always be in his long dirty blonde almost wet hairdo. And when the last time we saw Johns on TV or anything, he’s very skinny. And this bloke was not.

Yesterday afternoon, we watched the Wave Aid for Silverchair performance on Channel [V]. When only catched at the halfway of the show. Silverchair was playing as we are very familiar with Silverchairs’ riff and all. Then my brother asked, “Isnt that the guy we saw a few nights ago? Is that Daniel Johns?” I was shocked! Thats Daniel Johns, the same guy we saw on AVMA a few nights ago. With nipple piercing, tattos and all. Oh my…

Seems like Daniel Johns were doing a side project with Paul Mac, and electronic musician, in a band call The Dissociatives. Well, you know how Aussie music scene are very different and always discluded from the world, accept for a few major act.

The first of their EP was called “I Can’t Believe It’s Not Rock” in 2000. They won The Best Video Music Awar on AVMA last night with ‘Somewhere Down The Barrel’ video.

Their self titled album was released on April 2004.

Who ever got any information about this side project of Daniel Johns, please do exchange your information with me. And if you know where to get the album, plz do inform me also. Thanx…

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I received a weird phone call from Wadi Mayfin (the last place I work at) yesterday noon. He was asking if I’m available to play some futsal. Demmit, just played football that evening and was very tired. But couldn’t refuse, as footie was in my blood. So went there, with a flat sole shoes (I dont have a futsal shoes cause I prefer field football than futsall). Started playing at 11pm and end up at 1230am. Streched my right ribs, awfull pain. My right knee also. But it was a good night. Scored 7 goals, and our team wins by 26-17. Asked if I wanna join the team permanently. Said yes, and guess I have to buy futsal shoes la after this and prepare duit for the court rent eventhough we share. Duit lagi…

While me and the guys take our time taking breaks, two girls approached me and started to talk. Weird. Then they asked for my phone number. My frens pushed me to give my number. But I intentionally gave the wrong number. I dont want anyone right now. Just her…

But why she didnt call me yet?

Off to sleep, this right knee is killing me. Macam mana la esok pagi bila bangun. Hell pain kot.

Peace up…

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I’ve exposed your lies, baby
The underneath is no big surprise
Now it’s time for changing
And cleansing everything
To forget your love

My plug in baby
Crucifies my enemies
When I’m tired of giving
My plug in baby
In unbroken virgin realities
Is tired of living

Don’t confuse
Baby you’re gonna loose
Your own game
Change me
Replace the envying
To forget your love

My plug in baby
Crucifies my enemies
When I’m tired of giving
My plug in baby
In unbroken virgin realities
I’m tired of living

And I’ve seen your loving
But mine is gone
And I’ve been in trouble

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Rubber padding at the side of the deck are tearing off. God demmit. Dah la mahal, about RM15. Takkan nak tukar every month? Kopak ahh… I’m thinking of selling the QD and have something else simpler as a phone and used the extra money to repair my PS2 or buy a second hand PS2… So sapa nak beli QD 2 month old, sila contact…

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Things are going mellow again.
We’re trying to work things out.
It does takes time.
And hope for the best.
Cause I couldnt imagine mylife,
without her…

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