I’m a lefty today. I sprained my right wrist for no reason. Tetiba je sakit sangat. I think it ‘s the old injury reoccured(Is this a word? Or I spelled it wrong?). The one that I got from Mayfin days.
Baim just left, asked to format his laptop… Free of charge, lain kali bayar la… :)
Still silence between me and Dhilla. Dont know how much longer…
Staring into nothingness,
Sleepy………………..*
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lama sudah tak ku tulis blog. been very busy. dengan assesment week and all. rasanya, takkan dapat second call for interview, sebab tempat terhad, and candidates memang giler hebat… so kena cari kerja tempat lain… haha, ada la dua tiga kerat yang jadik secret admirer aku… kalau ikutkan takla hensem sangat aku ni… manis tu ada la… hahahharghhaha…
meanwhile, amin got his new scoot, aku tumpang merempit la…
tak minat sangat MZ MOSKITO scoot nieh… lebih baik VS125. abah offer untuk aku sebijik, tapi rasanya, tunggu dulu la, baik aku ganyang scoot amin sampai lunyai baru kluar sebijik untuk aku… cari second hand VS125 siap tagg pun bagus…
oh ya, the newest hair cut, was a disaster, esok nak try nipiskan terus, caesar ke apa ke, janji bukan rambut budak sekolah ni dah… old skool sungguh…
later…
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minggu yang hectic…
tolong adik aku yang bongsu buat kerja kayu kemahiran hidup. dah habis syelek, kucing datang bertenggek kat kayu tu, rosak habis, kucing punya bulu nasib dia la, penat aku buat. so kena buat balik, minta extend dari cikgu dia buat seminggu. pagi tadi settle mengertas pasir. dah settle part tu. aku baliki dari sungai petani nanti baru syelek dan settle kan sampai habis.
pc baru sampai semalam, belek belek takde 3d card. so pergi kedai balik, dan beli 3d card nvidia geforce4, 128mb, dlm rm150. ok la grafik dia. lepas la detail GTA Vice City. Lepas ni nak cari San Andreas plak. PC baru ni puas semua, kecuali monitor je slek, sebab tauka tu kasik 15inch nyer monitor. tension btul. max resolution boleh dpt dalam 1024×768 je. nak kena cari monitor baru plak. takpe, bulan depan.
dah dua minggu aku tak berbual ngan dhilla, dalam phone, or even text msg. aku menyenangkan hidup dia, tak mahu dai kisah masalah aku. dia pun dah cukup dengan masalah tempat kerja dia, mana ada masa untuk aku. entahlah sampai bila…
esok, aku bertolak ke sungai petani untuk 3 hari, lepak kat Intan. ada assesment course untuk jawatan PTD. tu belum interview lagi tu. punya la susah nak dapat kerja sekarang ni. sesusah jadi gigolo lagi baik. beg pun belum settle, mak aku dah mula bising.
birthday baim hari ni. eppy birthday la kau ngok…
aku penat……………….*
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There’s a bunch of people asking me to write in Malay, cause they say my Malay wordings are much better, esspecially when I write special stuff like anecdot or poem. Sif I wanna to “Malay”ish my blog, my description would be like this…
“Monyet Aries yang gemar menulis, melukis, fotografi, reka grafik, reka situs, muzik dan filem. Dedikasikan nyawa dan jangka hayat ini buat hawa bernama Dhilla Arman Shah. Wajah tepat untuk kebodohan dan kedangkalan. Minta jangan ada sebarang harapan dalam diri saya…”
It sounds better ain’t it? If I wanna poems in Malay, I’ll write it in malay. Can what? Sure or not?
Tired. Just got back from futsal. Tough match tonight. So I’m off…
Later…
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Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And whats the worst to take
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stake
Well I’ve been holding on tonight
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And whats the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I’ve been holding on tonight
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Do we deserve
to leave the earth?
Do we learn
When both our cars collide?
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I found this pic and scanned it.
This pic was taken on my 4th Bday I think.
I’m the kid on the right.
I was a happy kid back then.
I dont have that kind of untrouble smiles anymore.
All I have is a wondering stare into nothingness.
I wonder why?
Off…
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It’s 0210am. Couldnt sleep. Wanna eat, but there’s nothing in the fridge to make. Tired. Dont know what to do… Sunyi…
That Hellena song by My Chemical Romance is growing on me…
I was supposed to go out yesterday evening, but its to damn hot. So decided to stay in. Maybe I’ll go out today, have to get myself a new football shorts. And some mag as well…
Just the stupid scum ranting of my life.
Later…
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Aneem called, she sang a birthday song for me…
two days late what…
but nevermind…
never had that before…
so thanx aneem…
means a lot to me…
I’ll belanja you when the time comes,
nanti kita date ekk… :p
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Well my bday sucks… Supposed to be in KL and celebrate it with Dhilla, but that didnt work out well. Maybe will see her in May… Miss her though…
We had a lil chat about our relationship on the evenng, end up opening old scars…
Eh Baim, serious ahh, Jersi Puma ni free ka?
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Last night, had a futsal game again. In the winning team, always…
Man Utd just had a draw game with Blackburn. And I believe our season have ended, well still we got the FA Cup. But the Primiership are more valueable than the cup. Yeah, maybe next year…
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